Selasa, 23 Maret 2010

"i'm here, but like invisible"


seorang wanita menunggumu di sini, dengan penuh kesabaran dan ketabahan menunggu.. ya hanya bisa menunggu...

you should know, i really hate waitting if everything is useless for me. But i can't run, i can't screaming out about how much this pain i feel. Why?? why i can't tell at the time I hate you, when you do not care about me, when you're busy with other things or you're making me jealous here burning. WHY?

It's a big question
in your head once you say to me of course... WHY?? Because I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away and i lost my heart....

You,,
my spirit...
my friends...
my mom (sometimes)...
my brother...
my sisters...
my son (like a baby sometimes)
my light when the cloudy sky...
my LOVE of course...
my air...
my Everything....

but it's so hard for me to accept behavior that always makes me sick...
honey, what do you want for me??
just for
satisfying lust or make me a slave to your love....
it's hurt beby,, realy hurt me.

saat kau menuliskan kalimat yang mengungkapkan keadaan hatimu dan dapat dilihat semua orang, sesungguhnya aku menangis....
WHY? But i really want
you share it with me, consider me as your friends, your parents, or perhaps as your diary ...
I hurt baby ... I feel you do not need me, and do not think there is.

Pernahkah kau merasakan apa yang aku rasakan?
Ketika harus bertanya tanya hanya di dalam hati saja, tanpa kau peka dengan apa yang aku rasakan.
Pernahkah kau merasa diinjak injak, saat kau lebih senang berbagi dengan yang lain dan menganggapku tolol dengan semua ini?



lepaskan aku jika kau tidak lagi merasa nyaman untuk berbagi denganku..
tinggalkan aku bila aku tidak lagi menjadi bagian dari nafasmu..




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